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I am not doing well. At all. The past 48hrs I haven't really stopped thinking about suicide or crying.
I am alone.
I want to die.
Nothing is going to get better.
It doesn't matter how many times I post links to my store or my fund raiser or how many thousands of jobs I apply for.
It's not going to get better.
I've sunk to low, I am to far gone. I keep applying I keep pushing but it feels pointless. I have nothing to live for. I have nothing to hold on too.
I am alone.
I want to die.
Nothing is going to get better.
It doesn't matter how many times I post links to my store or my fund raiser or how many thousands of jobs I apply for.
It's not going to get better.
I've sunk to low, I am to far gone. I keep applying I keep pushing but it feels pointless. I have nothing to live for. I have nothing to hold on too.