Nov. 2nd, 2014

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 Everything is slipping away, I am dying inside and no one sees, no one cares, I can scream and cry and no one notices everyone has stop caring because this is just how I always am. 

I tried to make a list of things worth living for and it was blank, the reasons to kill myself side however was full, full of very valid reasons. 

I am tried of people telling me it will get better, when it wont. 

I am tried of my mental illness making people hate me and driving the people who I thought where my friends away, but then maybe I've never had friends. I am not worth it. 
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I am ruining all my friendships, I am screaming into the void, but nothing screams back. 
One day I will fade to nothing, and it wont matter because I am already nothing. I am The Nothing destroying everything in my path. 

Leaving nothing in my wake, no one will miss me when I am gone because I was never really here. 
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 I spend a lot of time day dreaming, day dreaming about my death, day dreaming about ways to kill myself, because what have I got to live for. 

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